miserable hypocrite

Don't you hate it when you've found THE ONE, but you can do nothing about it.
You've found this person, with all the good qualities. Beautiful, articulate,  comfort to be around with, you can talk  to her all day and don't get bored, with some minor oddities that spicen up your life,  her laughing is a breeze of fresh air.
The kind of person you want to spend your life with. You know. THE ONE.
Don't you just hate it when you know you've found that person, and when you look in the mirror you realize that you don't have anything good inside of you. A rotten bastard, inside out.
You know you are not worthy enough for her. You are the extreme opposite of her. An oddball, socially impaired, boring, inarticulate. A straight-out loser.
Somehow you know that her spending life with you is the worst ever scenario for her life, because you have this unique ability making people around you living miserable life. You are the kind of person that better off exiled in some deserted island, because of your afflicting power is ruining the community around you.

Well i hate that so damn much!!
I hate it so much I want to go back in time and slap myself in the face, punch him in the gut, roundhouse kick him a la Chuck Norris , grab him by the neck and say:

"GROW SOME BALLS!! YOU LIFE-AFFLICTING, LIFE-RUINING MISERABLE FUCKTARD!!!!"

"GROW SOME BALLS!!!!"

dammit

Comments

[Rina]

LOVE, is unpredictable. Sometimes it even comes to the person that you don't ever think will spend the rest of the life with. Being loved or loving someone that totally different with us, isn't it challenging?
Hehehe, caiyo, Den! True love never comes smooth, remember?